sometimes...

sometimes i wonder...hm... what should i do for the day? no homework..nothing to do at home...facebook is boring....watching video sometimes also boring...anime boring....so i listen songs...i ask people to suggest me some song to hear but what i get is the result that i don't like...not 1 bit...actually not the songs..but the person singing it..it was remarkably wrong...cause now he is 19 yet he look like a 13 year old boy.... yes,that's right..is JUSTIN BIEBER...i actually like his song but not the person because of the few reason below

1. he is too cute 4 me to see

2. jealous of him cause he is able to be rich and have many girls chasing him

3. he look so so young..also envy cause he can hardly to be seen as old

for a long time i have not been listening to the recent songs, mostly the song i hear is from games japanese cartoons etc..i think i should listen back? Of course with the help of my friends i think i will be able to catch up what i have miss 4 these past few years... 

In May 14th,i will be performing in my music school,well i just join back in the school,anyway, yes i will be performing my electone skill there. will be performing Thriller by king of pop Micheal Jackson.. how i hope that i won't get stage fright during that day..T.T.. according to my teacher,she say that her student who went 4 performance,they have no problem of doing their presentation or projects in school or college....i really wish that this may help me..I use to sing when i was at the age of  11 and 12...that time still a bit shy..i still remember my BM teacher was shocked after listen what i have sung that day..really epic..though my mom can't take picture cause she's not there..T.T....

sometimes i feel like this

i am invaded by you

each time we touch i crumble

with each kiss i am destroyed

bodied fused,blended.melted

our bodies connect over and over again

so many times, over and over..

bodies glued together by the fluids staining us

we just continue seeking pleasure

you know it don't you?

this feeling of mine

i want to immerse myself...in you

as if being completely taken over

I want more and more of you

really..i really want my old friends....the time we spend together is fun laughable sometime is horrifying..T.T still,miss the old days of mine..really hope that time can be turn back,turn to the way it was,before everything it even started..where we are still friends..and not strangers...T.T

most epic trip EVER

GENTING.......WOOHOO......It is so much fun when u go with friends...especially with these bunch of crazy people above

left to right:

top>james , jessie , wen lee , mun yee , tiger , amelia, ashwin

2nd row>wee min , shaun, luqman , me , poon suan zen , brandon loo

3rd row?! >jason

7th of april was SOO.... EPIC....it is worth to be remembered.... the whole day...we have been screaming from ride to rides.....after we place our bag in our rooms...we went down to the theme park and there was not much people....as it is not the peak season.which means NO LINES...haha...the first ride they got on to is the deadliest , most frightening ride in the whole universe......IT WAS........the merry-go-round ....there were 3 to 4 years old kids yet our group  were "screaming"... the children were looking at them with so many curious eyes.....hahaha

the next ride was a small roller coaster and we scream....JAMES FACE WAS SO FUNNY AND TOO BAD THERE S NO PICTURE.....he was actually praying there while shouting...haha...everyone's face was on the right track as they scream and scream and scream beside 1 WEIRD FELLOW NAME ASHWIN...he has no emotion at all..none...no matter which ride he is on...there is no emotion on his face...not 1....it was plain...that is creepy..haha...but he is a good fellow....Xp

after that is the water splash ride...5 people was not going in because they do not have extra shirt or some other reason...we were separated to 3 group when we got onto this ride.....

1st group>wee min, tiger , wen lee

2nd>jessie , jason , amelia

3rd>me, brandon loo , poon

the person who got wettest within this ride is wee min, poon and (jason?) not very sure bout the last 1....anyway...we were all soaked except me...ME..i wish i was wet...TT....o well..cant do anything bout it anyway...then we went and dry off by sitting on the spinning ride(no idea what it is call)......and most of us were dried except poon...he was super wet....poor guy..

anyway..4 most of the ride we ride...we were all shouting and screaming...lol....got 1 ride every1 in our gang shouted A.........SHUK !!!! wen lee was hitting every1 with her bottle..it was epic...haha.....after that it was around 7pm..shaun and mun yee (couple) went  back to the room while we were playing the last ride....then we remembered that shaun birthday was coming while mun yee is just over....

tiger: lets go get cake...

brandon loo: shouldn't we separate so that some can stall and some go buy the cakes

tiger: no..like that will be even more suspicious...when he call every1 don't answer his phone

every1:ok

then we go and hunt our cake...it was baskin robin...OMFG 1 CAKE IS RM99 AND IS WAS VERY VERY SMALL.....and so we bought it and start going back to our rooms.... we were all worried as there is a high possibility that we might meet them at the elevator....it was so...scary 

we put the cake into the fridge and went out for dinner...after that is bowling..the place was nice as is was disco night....it was beautiful...even the bowling pins are glowing...finally back to the rooms.....we were playing uno cards and poon turn off the light and open the door....everyone started to sing...happy birthday

we were singing 4 the couple and mun yee was shock..so as shaun....they have no clue on what is going on until we finish the song....suddenly, some1 shouted....KISS KISS............ we all followed and the couple were too shy to do it...that is until we finish the cake...shaun kiss on the cheek and we were asking for a reply from mun yee to shaun......she was still shy....o well...can't force her... then it was game time...truth or dare.....

shaun start 1st by choosing dare....we all dare him to sing a song to mun yee with all his heart and soul...it was beautiful although there is some voice broke at some part and luqman was laughing all the way...no 1 is perfect...haha...then it goes on and no 1 dare to choose dare...i was complaining and i chose it...at first they wan me to make out with myself by kissing the mirror,but mercy was given (i think),they call me to kiss poon's forehead for 10 second..and i did it...poon straight went to the toilet to wash it....every1 is tired as that time is already 2 midnight..we all went back to our rooms and ZZZ

the next day we went to the arcade to help shaun to get mun yee a teddy bear without her noticing...it was quite ok as there is still a lot of people there....o well...after that we went to get our bags and we move out again...before ending the trip....tiger nearly forgot to bring her 'best friend' out from the rooms....she was freak out and went back to take it..luckily it was found...haha....then it was the end of the trip..was tiring but fun...hope can do this again with theis bunch of  CRAZY people

WOOHOO

YAHOO.......finally...the time is over...doomsday have pass and i am still alive....it is time to celebrate..but unfortunately i have no1 to celebrate with...all my x classmate are having different time 4 recess..it is a sad story...today something SUPER WEIRD THING HAD HAPPEN.....DEENA HAS NOT TALK 4 THE WHOLE DAY....OMG!!!...mostly u can hear her laughing and talking to her best friends>racheal and wei wei....but today....SHE WAS VERY QUITE ..EXTREMELY QUITE..i wonder what has gone into her....i want to ask her but the look of her face says that she won't talk even i force her..so i left her be...but it was weird as there is no sound at the back beside wei wei's laugh and the gossipers....


this reminds me of something...I HATE GOSSIPERS....they always talk talk talk and talk but all talking bout other people and not themselves...this is irritating....and everytime they start to talk the whole class actually like a pasar..please people..some people actually wanted to study...CONTROL YOUR VOLUME....I ACTUALLY WANT A BIT OF QUITE TIME TO STUDY......I DON'T MIND THAT YOU GUYS TALK NON STOP..BUT PLEASE JUST LOWER DOWN YOUR VOICE PEOPLE...it is really annoying...I KNOW YOU PEOPLE ARE SMART...BUT I AM NOT...I AM TRYING TO LEARN IN PEACE....


anyway,,that just ruin my mood..but after the 2 periods today...i was relief as my test is actually over...BIO TEST...OMG....THE PRESSURE EXERTED BY MY LECTURER IS SO HIGH THAT I WAS ACTUALLY FELT AFRAID...OMG....is actually like i am in a sauna..where the pressure is actually high...TT...


tomorrow there is a physics lesson in college...OMG...i don't want to go....but my mom force me to go because it is important and she paid for it..LOL...why pharmacy need physics....I DON'T WANT TO GO AS I HAVE AM ACTUALLY BORED WHEN STUDYING PHYSICS.....ZZZ.... i even say some people sleeping...and tomorrow is 3 hours...3 HOURS DAMMIT....is hell 4 me....why did i take physics in the first place....TT....


yesterday...when i was having lunch with my friends,i think i said something wrong that i upset wei wei....the place that we eat has a waitress that really have a loud and irritating voice...always say hi and bye to everyone outside and inside the restaurant....OMG.......is soo...... irritating....that time i said is just like wei wei....then she glare at me...i felt scare..like a little puppy looking at a fierce dog..TT...that scary look i shall hope that i will never see it again.....however,that day i found something very interesting that able to IRRITATE THE OTHER BRANDON...hahaha....but i shall not expose that thing out..is too creepy....