missing it

i felt something off today...not from college but from something else...something that i am missing and will never return no matter how hard i try to obtain it.....it was my school life....when i glanced back into the past,it make me wanna cry....all the best memory happen in high school.....i still remember when i was in form 3.....is was the first time that i snap and chase an indian fellow (THAMIL) around the school....he was really an irritating person who will never control his itchy hand....even though i always bring a weapon to school just to scare him but it was pointless...(chuckle) well in the end the ruler went missing..o well...it has serve its purpose..... from that day onwards,he never bother me much again because i can snap anytime.....during that time,every1 in my class told me to control myself....thats the 1st and the last time i snap in school or class....everything must have patients....thats what my dad always says...

Dad>CONTROL YOUR TEMPERE OR I AM GOIN TO WOLAP YOU THEN YOU KNOW

after that time,my temper has becoming more peaceful..is it because of meditation i always do or just my friends who always been wif me since form 1.....right now he is still my best friend and we have become 'brothers'..... 5 years together and i never thank him properly for taking care of me....not even a treat.....(chuckle)..feeling a bit sad cause i can't do anything 4 him but he did so much 4 me... during form 5.....he kena denggi.....and was hospitalize....after a few days i only know what happen to him....am i that useless??? i din't even know that he got that until the last day of his absent...but he still recover...thank GOD to that...bless him always..Xp

soon is the last day of school....GRADUATION...the person to my left is my brother.... EDWARD .....he might not look like it but he is a smart fellow...who actually did better than me...haha....i was actually hoping that he will get straight As so that he can get a scholarship and won't touble his mom on further studying but fate is cruel.... his parents was devorce and was living with his mom....his mom was a good person who care and love him and his brother....i was actually happy 4 them as they are 1 good family....was hoping my sis was like his brother...eventhough they fight but will not see eac other temper....the last day of school is making me sad because i am not going to see my brother after i have taken my spm result.....last time is was everyday but now is rare...feel a bit off

right now i am in college while he is working his butt off...(chuckle) here i meet new friends who are funny caring and most importantly........FUN..... example

DEENA>A GIRL WHO LIKE TORRES VERY MUCH JUSTIN BIEBER LOVER TOO

WENG MING>DANCER IN OUR CLASS...EVERYTHING IS BOUT DANCING

WEE MIN> KIND..WON'T BLAME PEOPLE MUCH

RACHEL> WIERD PERSON AS SHE DOES NOT LIKE MILK

WEI WEI>LOUDMOUTH

JAMES> 'LIKE' WENG MING AND IRRITATES HIM A LOT

SHAUN>NO IDEA WHAT TO COMMENT BOUT HIM

BRANDON LOO>MENTAL ATTACKER...ABLE TO DESTROY A PERSON MIND WITHOUT TOUCHING HIM OR HER

and etc etc...

these people are good people...they can't be describe with words at all...i just hope they won't be like my last classmate who always like to touch people 4 no reason..haha...well...b off...another day another memory to store in my mind..hope will have a good day tomorrow...XP...