trip with frens?

wow...it has been a while since i update this....really laz to update this cauz too many thing in mind...many thing has happen since my last blogging...my study is actually still as bad as my last result..but to me i think that as long i got the concept..i will actually do well in my exam..Xp...but maybe i am thinking wrongly...maybe because of my naiveness that my result is actually like this..haihz...but never mind about that though..Xp..what is the past just leave it as the past..look towards to the future..Xp


i wonder though...cauz today i was actually goin mountain hiking wif my 2ndar school friends.. and now i was wondering should i ask my best fren to do me a favour...

this sucks

do I have an option here?! Take and fail or don’t take get nag…. Many times that I have try doing my worst subject ever and yet nothing good ever came out….. I was like dam it…please let me drop this bloody stupid subject….is not my dream to have this subject…if not because it do not have any more space for psychology, I would have not take this subject… stupid counselor…. Stupid newton…. Because of him and some other stupid fellows like kirchoff blah blah blah, this subject won’t even exist…. YES I AM COMPLAINING ABOUT PHYSICS….

To me, I think because I have spend some time in physics as well, had causes me valuable time to study my other important subject…. Because of thinking about physics, makes me lose my concentration in my other subject…. Those 6 hours in class should be able to use as revision for my biology, chemistry and maths….

Moreover, now the stupid head of department in college want to make thinking skill be optional for us.. now is the start of june and now only you tell it is optional?! What shit is this?! We have like use more than 60 hours of our life to study this and now they sat it is optional?! They should have say it long before we start our college life…. Because of some thinking skill teacher is going, you are making it optional?! Stupid people….no brainer… and among all the time they have to tell us yesterday… and want our reply whether we want to drop by tomorrow….I mean what the hell?! No chance to really think about it much?! And our exam is next week….. this stupid people…PLEASE USE YOUR BLOODY BRAIN…. O WAIT.. I forgot… YOU DON’T HAVE 1….useless people…..JUST DIE SOMEWHERE WE COUND NOT SEE YOU…. ESPECIALLY TO MY MALAYSIAN STUDY TEACHER….. AM I A GIRL TO YOU?! Stupid ***…. There is even a guy from my class call me ‘cute’…. I think that’s far off… I am very pissed…AH!!!!...

On the bright side though, I got my psp from my dad as a spm gift… and next week is EXAM….. that’s the suck part….as what I can see from all my test, I can hardly score… what’s wrong with me dam it…..T

its finally over!!!!

It’s finally over…. Bye Bye to our little moral and HELLO to Malaysian studies…another boring subject is coming but luckily is next semester… today the moral test is actually surprisingly easy…they say that there is an essay to do but in an hour, what can we achieve?! But luckily there is no essay but what we read have not come out.. Not even 1.. We were actually lucky that we ask our mentor about hindu’s festival before we got into the exam hall… in the exam hall, it was creepy.. Why?! It was super quite as time start to tick when we start our test…tick, tick, tick, for each tick a second is over, and for every hand move, an answer was given in the paper. Whether it is right or wrong is up to the lecturers…. It felt like silence before the war, as it start to rain outside, that’s when the war started… as people start to rush out to the open area without an umbrella….

Today, I watch American idol..OMG!! the 1 I am supporting is awesome….AWESOME…. SCOTTIE, SCOTTIE..  when u ever stop to amaze me…  not just me but the people who are supporting you, your voice is so low that make people to be drowse in your voice.. it is AMAZING… tomorrow is the day to know whether he got into the final…please do so…. Then the final battle will be very nice…

The saying goes, TIME FLIES WHEN YOU ARE HAVING FUN…. And that’s what I am thinking right now… cause now is already mid may and I am not ready for my semester test..yet I am still here blogging… what a useless person I am..TT…. well..i think I will stop blogging until after me test….

People in my class are calling me branime… y?! because I watch a lot of Japanese cartoons….. also known as ANIME… till now I actually can’t stop watching anime..right now I am chasing a manga series call nurarihyon no mago..means the grandson of the nurarihyon…. This is actually a nice manga as it talks about monsters in Japan and a 12 year old kid become a leader to lead his clan to protect his territory… 

my favourite anime is rozen maiden.. this show is about 7 dolls fighting to become ALICE which mean perfection for them…2 of my favourite character in the show is suisenseki and sousenseki..they are twin sister dolls and each of them have their unique ability…….

rumors

There　has been lots rumors

Lately….this particular rumor has been spread since the time where the underground train started to be used

Long ago, there is 1 husband and wife, they took a suitcase and rode on a train, at the time 4:40pm, they left it in the train and when the train conductor open the case, what they found is most stunning, it was a dead baby girl…

According to this myth, the soul of the girl grew up to be a young teenage girl. Once that happen, the rumor starts. They say that the girl will go back to the trains to search for herself. She will sit there and wait 4 an answer to come out. She waited and waited until she can’t wait no more, she started to show herself. Everyday at the time of 4:40pm,she will show herself to people who can see her. She will try to tease you by lifting up her skirt and acting sad. If the person saw and do anything which related to her, she will ask:

Girl: you can see me?! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA…..

Welcome..to the station of no return

can you find me? Can you find where is my real self?! Can you do it?! Can you help me find in this dreadful room?! (chuckle)

In this room, thousand of lockers are present and only one of them is her. In this room, there are many vines which came out from no where and will block the lockers. For each locker the person picked, there will be a body part inside which is moving and is it is a head, well, screams of pain and joy will echo the place.

I shall give you 44 second to find my real self… or else…(chuckle) you shall be my playmate and stay here for all eternity

(44 second later)

Seems like you can’t find me, like the other failures I have capture and kill… now arise my playmates, you now have a new friends..hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

And here where the rumor stop. Shall it continue? No 1 will know what truly happen once you gotten into the station of no return...

why is people come and go?!

Why people always come and go?! Right now….some of my friends got scholarship from our government.. and this is what they have said:

WENG MING: who got scholarship?!

WEI WEI: why u got?!

WENG MING: ya…will take it…cause straight go to UK..

EVERYONE: Don’t go…if u go we will miss u

WENG MING: I will miss u all too…TT…. So Shaun plan a trip and I so I can have some fun with all of u people…

SHAUN: WHAT?! Ok la..eh?! people who want go to Singapore?! Tell me by Wednesday

Few weeks ago our thinking skill teacher(ms Fiona ) said that she is resigning as a teacher and search for a new job….we of course were surprise and start to ask question, she said is time for me to move on to find another job as women at age of 35 can’t change their job no more, so I will b moving on and find a new job just for fun…worst come to worst I will stay back to being a teacher…right now an editing company has an eye on me so I might be accepting it…maybe only..but reassigning is confirm ..already got the permission from the headmaster..so will be teaching u guys until end of this semester and I am off…

Now she has already sure that she want to be reassigning, there is no stopping her..we will just stay at a side and wish her the best of luck…..

my granma

i mean wow...look at the person above....though she has been living 4 many years yet she is able to do that...

IT IS AMAZING

2 weeks ago,my mother have plan a party for my granma (person above) as mother's day present...that night it was another wonderful night as most of my mother side family members are there including us..haha...it was actually a memorable memory especially for my granma who have been living there alone for few month before my aunt move in..that day,it maybe her best day of her life because she can do anything she wants without any restrictions from any of us..most of the time she was not allowed to eat meat...y? no idea..just chinese believes....they say that if you eat meat after 90 years old,you will die quickly or something like that.....her age has already passed 90 yet she still can do lots of things except anything that require her to move...

around the year 1980's,she have stroke and barely survive...in the end she survive and still healthy..haha....i mean look at her,she is drinking CASBERG..she is drinking a beer..when she first taste it,her face got so bitter that she look away from us and telling us it is very bitter,everyone laugh...

o granma

,let me just tell u that without you,there won't be mother and aunts or uncle, there won't be us...

so I AM HERE TO SAY,

谢谢您老人家，

没有你，我们都不会在这世上。

没有你，我们没办法孝顺你。

没有你，这世上就没有一个是好人。

sometimes...

sometimes i wonder...hm... what should i do for the day? no homework..nothing to do at home...facebook is boring....watching video sometimes also boring...anime boring....so i listen songs...i ask people to suggest me some song to hear but what i get is the result that i don't like...not 1 bit...actually not the songs..but the person singing it..it was remarkably wrong...cause now he is 19 yet he look like a 13 year old boy.... yes,that's right..is JUSTIN BIEBER...i actually like his song but not the person because of the few reason below

1. he is too cute 4 me to see

2. jealous of him cause he is able to be rich and have many girls chasing him

3. he look so so young..also envy cause he can hardly to be seen as old

for a long time i have not been listening to the recent songs, mostly the song i hear is from games japanese cartoons etc..i think i should listen back? Of course with the help of my friends i think i will be able to catch up what i have miss 4 these past few years... 

In May 14th,i will be performing in my music school,well i just join back in the school,anyway, yes i will be performing my electone skill there. will be performing Thriller by king of pop Micheal Jackson.. how i hope that i won't get stage fright during that day..T.T.. according to my teacher,she say that her student who went 4 performance,they have no problem of doing their presentation or projects in school or college....i really wish that this may help me..I use to sing when i was at the age of  11 and 12...that time still a bit shy..i still remember my BM teacher was shocked after listen what i have sung that day..really epic..though my mom can't take picture cause she's not there..T.T....

sometimes i feel like this

i am invaded by you

each time we touch i crumble

with each kiss i am destroyed

bodied fused,blended.melted

our bodies connect over and over again

so many times, over and over..

bodies glued together by the fluids staining us

we just continue seeking pleasure

you know it don't you?

this feeling of mine

i want to immerse myself...in you

as if being completely taken over

I want more and more of you

really..i really want my old friends....the time we spend together is fun laughable sometime is horrifying..T.T still,miss the old days of mine..really hope that time can be turn back,turn to the way it was,before everything it even started..where we are still friends..and not strangers...T.T